Today was another good day. It was very emotional and I'm exhausted. Today Abe came over. I was surprised at how much I missed him and how happy I was to see him. I really did miss him a lot. We talked pretty seriously about things, about us. I want him to open up. I want to take our relationship to the next level. He's not used to the kind of connection that I want. He's in complete resistance, yet he wants me in his life. I basically gave him an ultimatum. I want him to take the PSI Basic seminar (life changing awesome personal growth seminar). Its the only way I can think to expose him to the way of being that will get us where I want to go. He's in complete resistance. Ugh... I guess we'll see how much he really wants to be in a relationship with me.
I wrote him a letter today telling him just how I feel about him and how happy I would be if he would trust me and move forward with me. It was a nice letter.
My sister Kim called me today. She is following a Bob Proctor program called six minutes to success. Today she was challenged to think of 3 people in her life who she truly admired and call those people and tell them why she admired them. She called me and left me the most heartfelt amazing message. I cried. She was crying in the message as she expressed her feelings. I saved that message and I've already listened to it 3 times. I texted her and told her that the way it felt to leave those messages is the way it feels to write these letters--absolutely amazing!
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