Day Forty Nine

Well...I just got the BEST phone call from my friend Melanie. I sent her a card a few weeks ago. Melanie is an amazingly talented singer and actress. She's beautiful and vibrant and she just glows. I love being around her. Anyway... I sent her letter and was a little nervous about it. I actually texted her for her address and she was excited for "whatever I was sending". I was nervous that she would think it was weird. We are connected on a spiritual level but we haven't spent that much time together. I was worried she would think I was hitting on her or something. I know, it's silly. Then I didn't hear from her for weeks. I thought it was unlike her not to respond at all. So, today she calls me and starts off saying that she has had my card in her car since she received it and wanted to wait long enough to tell me just how much the card means to her on a daily basis. She is so funny. She loves it. She's traveling around town with it. It makes her smile and it makes her happy. I am SO happy right now!

I consider myself a very positive person, yet I continually think the worst in this little experiment. I wonder why that is.