Day Twenty One

I started my day today feeling frustrated that I'm not feeling more peaceful. I'm very stressed every day about my work situation. I'm consulting with a mill in China and the whole set up is less than stable. I focus on the good stuff as much as possible, however it's a challenge to stay there. I'm frustrated with myself, feeling that I should be able to switch and get to a peaceful place...I'm really struggling. I'm traveling this week two times. There is so much going on, I feel overwhelmed. I woke up and acknowledged that I was feeling this way. Then, I got in my car and started off to FIDM for my class. I drove as the sun rose and it was beautiful. I was suddenly filled with a sense of peace and knowing that everything is going to be alright. My day was packed to the gills with errands and appointments. Everything went smoothly and I even got some extra stuff done. It's been a long day...must sleep.

I wrote to my good friend here in CA. She's a really amazing woman. To compare her to WonderWoman would be accurate. She has a very important and stressful job and on top of that is handling some complicated and difficult family issues. She remains cheerful, loving and like a blast of sunshine despite everything she has on her plate. I love her and I'm so grateful to have her in my life.